Depression; a cancer of the mind. A flesh eating disease, with a distorted smile. Unique thoughts and philosophy, yet called insane with first thought, first glance. Silencing the uncontrolled voice, you do nothing but condemn a ten-pound ‘fuck’ onto your head. The world shifts around me in slow motion, letting me capture every flash of humanities stupidity. You’re living a disgrace, changing with the beat of the music that controls your emotions. One person’s words, one person’s belief could change everything you thought you knew to be right. Oh, the power of words. Never stopping, just constant and over mind powering. Every action has a reaction; this is a veil cycle of life, where everything leads to one absolute. Death. The numb feeling that creeps its way into your essence. Don’t you understand the monster you created within yourself?

You can’t make the pain go away, the unstoppable force.

Dreams that keep you awake at night, the fear that brings a sweat. What do you dream at night? A chaotic world crumbling beneath your feet, only to wake up and realize that it is reality. You fall to the ground, pulling out your hair, wishing that you were dead. Open your eyes to a new state of mind, a new fuck on life.

“Mental depression, aggression, obsession;
mental oppression, discretion, regression”

The mind, my mind. I’m perfectly sane, yet you try to silence me. What is the threat in my mind that you fear so much? I do not lash out in anger at you. I don’t even raise my voice. How do I cause a threat to your made up world? Maybe it’s the free form of my words, and the way I don’t care if you think I’m crazy or not. I speak my mind, and still I find others who think like I do.

Tick tick, how much time do you have left?

The divine innocent in young children sets my mind in awe. Oh, how I crave to be innocent once more. Turn the cycles back, free form and engage in a different act. Yet, I know it is just a hope. A taunting knife that twists in my organs. This mind puzzle turns my sane thoughts to insanity. They keep coming at me faster, and I can no longer block out the screams. I can no longer drown the screaming.